Happy birthday to me ... -.-
not be long until my Birthday and I feel so ungeburtstaglich than ever ... It's been a while so that for the year to year and will probably find the most simply be dated but it's kind of sad. The day on which I had been looking forward earlier and the time was something special long ago lost any luster for me. Were it not for the crowds make the other so I would forget it smooth ...
I do not know but it feels strange to nothing at the thought of the next day feeling ... it's just a day like any other
a stressful day or to
What I'm most like is probably in my family so went to is ... I do not expect anything big, but it makes me sad to get somewhere only pure purpose ... expensive gifts with below, but that's not at all what I want .... I would be something small, that comes from the heart, which I would rather be happy .. . one reason why I am on Thyrias gift choice for tomorrow am ... despite the tata thing, that it is still not really do not feel for birthday
Somehow, I'm probably predisposed to such things really romantic and unrealistic things ... basically it's just a day like any other
As for me in this context has sometimes even real surprise, however, was that my boss knew that I had birthday tomorrow Oo ... and although he was not even remember my name correctly can
Well ... also the rest appears somewhat dull moment from .... I'm afraid I threatened to slip away again mentally ... I find it difficult morning jedne me to grab on and what to do for the university. That's why I now let physics auhc be first. My mind is currently too unstable to the stress is linked to successfully .... so I have to look strongly that this will change again and I again get a grip and drive away the depression, before I'm back completely paralyzed by .... I do not want it to end as with chemistry and I ended up mentally and physically to the limit again and I'm right down the line to fail ... The course is really great .... it's up to me, I break easily over and over again with every time where I let myself go the hatred grows on myself and the fear
Actually I needed help, and urgently ... but I know as well that there is no one. The people around me do not ... or can it simply one probably not because they are preoccupied with themselves or do not know what to do ... is to be no reproach, even if I sometimes left alone feel ... especially if it is clear again that they are wasting no thought how I am and that I am mentally ill, ... simple. Sure no excuse for everything .... but would be nice sometimes just a little understanding from the people for whom I much sacrificed time and energy I want to give them their part in
As Eko Meble Help: I fear from such people I would have too little respect, as promising that the matter would be
... it remains to me is, and yes even me .. have. I have to heave themselves from the quagmire into which I maneuvered myself pure I guess ....
So far so long the start depressive animal
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Life Support And Stroke
My Birthday Report ^ ^
So off we went at 14:30 and was celebrated at 8 (although one remained until 9:20 is xD) Well at least I got one of which received so nen voucher for NEN electronic trading (worth 10 €) something like a Sherlock Holmes game + Schok xD and NEN-made Screnni the net on my PC works xDD. Then we have gemapmft have a movie and watched the rest of the time we have Need for Speed Carbon gezockt xD And then had to go all unfortunately, __; The time can be locked so fast ...
Well until then
Gaynny
So off we went at 14:30 and was celebrated at 8 (although one remained until 9:20 is xD) Well at least I got one of which received so nen voucher for NEN electronic trading (worth 10 €) something like a Sherlock Holmes game + Schok xD and NEN-made Screnni the net on my PC works xDD. Then we have gemapmft have a movie and watched the rest of the time we have Need for Speed Carbon gezockt xD And then had to go all unfortunately, __; The time can be locked so fast ...
Well until then
Gaynny
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Pipe Calculation Potential Energy
Möp o_O
Hi, Can
today is not really much to say except have since received 2 1 Series in Physics ^ _ ^. Well would have been more calculated with ner 3oder4 * lol *. Well and another thing:
4 DAYS OR WILL I HAVE ANNIVERSARY AND WAS 14 !!!!!! xD also said otherwise Rummens!
how it was all for today bye to eventually lead times.
Hi, Can
today is not really much to say except have since received 2 1 Series in Physics ^ _ ^. Well would have been more calculated with ner 3oder4 * lol *. Well and another thing:
4 DAYS OR WILL I HAVE ANNIVERSARY AND WAS 14 !!!!!! xD also said otherwise Rummens!
how it was all for today bye to eventually lead times.
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