Thursday, December 14, 2006

Why Does The Alabama Helmet Have #12

sinnfrei

My tablet is finally here and I'm good with clear .... I've per se alo every reason to be cheerful, I think .......* sigh *

vain hoped, in vain sought.

I have only lived paper

recognized too late that I was falling.

Farewell, my lyre!






In good old times, remember my friend Moon was so bright and
so close to us, sometimes We were still

blind and deaf, what a bliss?
Painting the world of our own, for our own eyes, now? then

"Can we ever have what we had?
Friendship unbreakable Love means nothing to me

Without blinking an eye
I'd fade, if so needed,
All those moments with you
If I had you beside me"

One cloudy day we both lost the game?
We drifted so far and away

Nothing is quite as cruel as a child
Sometimes we break the unbreakable, sometimes?

"And we'll never have what we had then
Friendship unbroken
Love means nothing to me
Without blinking an eye
I'd fade, if so needed,
All those moments with you
If I had you beside me now"

I was unable to cope with what you said
Sometimes we need to be cruel to be kind
Child that I was, could not see the reason
Feelings I had were but sham and a lie?

I have never forgotten your smile
Your eyes, oh, Shamandalie

Time went by, many memories died
I'm writing this down to ease my pain

You saw us always clearer than me
How we were never meant to be
Love denied meant the friendship would die
Now I have seen the light
These memories make me cry

"Can I ever have what I had then?
Friendship unbroken
Love means nothing to me
Without blinking an eye
I'd fade, if so needed,
All those moments with you
And see the world with my wide open eyes

Friendship got broken
There's no other for me
Like the one of my childhood days
Can you forgive me?
The love got better off me,
On that day back in old times "

Thursday, December 7, 2006

Chills Sweats Headache

xarox @ 2006-12-07T19: 38:00

sometimes you come to the world not clear
because you do not understand
and you think you can do nothing
even if you want to change everything
you want to you with soap, rinse the mouth
when you realize that you lie to yourself
it makes you sick just to stand next to it and this hypocrisy

see you alone because you give no chance to swim against the current

all alone you're not
because it's the same thing to me ...

lot, we ally ourselves with all we

nerves against the whole stupidity
us constantly happens
against superficiality
and empty Estimated
and boredom
us piece by piece decomposed



Happiness is always there when you're not
You always want what you do not get
and complain you up: It is not fair

Beautiful is only what you missed
you have anything that you did not
You're never satisfied, you always want more

you would like to be like her, you would like to be as you would like to
someone else is just someone
happiness everywhere, maybe even here -
It's up to you ...

you see the others and get angry: Why do you
goes bad and they good?
You feel lonely, you feel empty

You walk carelessly in so many things over
always a slave to fear, never really free
Do you life is not that hard

you would like to be like them, you would like to as
you like someone else, is just someone
happiness everywhere, also determined here -
It's up to you ... Maybe you'll understand

's - sometime
And if all that far, please remember
happiness is fragile, touch it gently - How
porcelain!

Sunday, December 3, 2006

Best 2010 A V Receivers

xarox @ 2006-12-03T20: 46:00

After my birthday thanks to the many dear friends here on the net (thanks guys, you're the best!) but still got a welcome note (though this is my mate forgot me in the morning \u0026lt;\u0026lt;had), I am now looking forward to my mark tablet, the I finally ordered. A wacom natural and rich because it is the AUC graphire 4 ^ ^
I'm really excited as I am to get along. Otherwise
walk me so-so ... I'm dissatisfied with myself to continue because of my inability to tear myself together .... even when working with Kitana hard for me to. The dog could be so much more I would not ever lose the nerves and overwrought response. That angers me and ensures even tension Mher ... even if the child does have really good. Did yesterday
first bought Christmas presents ... hope to have found the right for everyone ... It is actually just little things, but one probably pleased that I won Your recipient yes. Must see nurnoch now that I Thyria for Niki and new flavors and burned war whitey something out ... looking at dme I am, moreover, once again to have heard of him, if only briefly and he was the things he has promised not to do my quasi apparently still was .... well ... who cares ... it's not just like before I think

Otherwise, I'm planning for the Pride Lands "slow but ensure progress ... btw: anyone who feels is to register on my forum .... welcome, may turn in large part by three RPG projects of mine, but also a very large discussion area for those who do not want to play .... is still somewhat empty. The more I would be happy if someone would find it helps me fill
http://www.forum4free.org/24652/forum/index.php?sid=64c086f7533a17e0761e35be52f50104




I'm coming up on infrared, there is no running that can hide you, Coz
I can see in the dark.
I'm coming up on infrared, forget your running, I will find you.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Prom Dress For Rent Metro Manila Philippines

Happy birthday to me ... -.-

not be long until my Birthday and I feel so ungeburtstaglich than ever ... It's been a while so that for the year to year and will probably find the most simply be dated but it's kind of sad. The day on which I had been looking forward earlier and the time was something special long ago lost any luster for me. Were it not for the crowds make the other so I would forget it smooth ...
I do not know but it feels strange to nothing at the thought of the next day feeling ... it's just a day like any other
a stressful day or to
What I'm most like is probably in my family so went to is ... I do not expect anything big, but it makes me sad to get somewhere only pure purpose ... expensive gifts with below, but that's not at all what I want .... I would be something small, that comes from the heart, which I would rather be happy .. . one reason why I am on Thyrias gift choice for tomorrow am ... despite the tata thing, that it is still not really do not feel for birthday
Somehow, I'm probably predisposed to such things really romantic and unrealistic things ... basically it's just a day like any other
As for me in this context has sometimes even real surprise, however, was that my boss knew that I had birthday tomorrow Oo ... and although he was not even remember my name correctly can

Well ... also the rest appears somewhat dull moment from .... I'm afraid I threatened to slip away again mentally ... I find it difficult morning jedne me to grab on and what to do for the university. That's why I now let physics auhc be first. My mind is currently too unstable to the stress is linked to successfully .... so I have to look strongly that this will change again and I again get a grip and drive away the depression, before I'm back completely paralyzed by .... I do not want it to end as with chemistry and I ended up mentally and physically to the limit again and I'm right down the line to fail ... The course is really great .... it's up to me, I break easily over and over again with every time where I let myself go the hatred grows on myself and the fear
Actually I needed help, and urgently ... but I know as well that there is no one. The people around me do not ... or can it simply one probably not because they are preoccupied with themselves or do not know what to do ... is to be no reproach, even if I sometimes left alone feel ... especially if it is clear again that they are wasting no thought how I am and that I am mentally ill, ... simple. Sure no excuse for everything .... but would be nice sometimes just a little understanding from the people for whom I much sacrificed time and energy I want to give them their part in
As Eko Meble Help: I fear from such people I would have too little respect, as promising that the matter would be
... it remains to me is, and yes even me .. have. I have to heave themselves from the quagmire into which I maneuvered myself pure I guess ....
So far so long the start depressive animal

Sunday, November 26, 2006

Life Support And Stroke

My Birthday Report ^ ^

So off we went at 14:30 and was celebrated at 8 (although one remained until 9:20 is xD) Well at least I got one of which received so nen voucher for NEN electronic trading (worth 10 €) something like a Sherlock Holmes game + Schok xD and NEN-made Screnni the net on my PC works xDD. Then we have gemapmft have a movie and watched the rest of the time we have Need for Speed Carbon gezockt xD And then had to go all unfortunately, __; The time can be locked so fast ...

Well until then
Gaynny

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Pipe Calculation Potential Energy

Möp o_O

Hi, Can
today is not really much to say except have since received 2 1 Series in Physics ^ _ ^. Well would have been more calculated with ner 3oder4 * lol *. Well and another thing:

4 DAYS OR WILL I HAVE ANNIVERSARY AND WAS 14 !!!!!! xD also said otherwise Rummens!

how it was all for today bye to eventually lead times.

Sunday, October 29, 2006

Average Speed For A 14 Yr Old Fastpitch Pitcher

xarox @ 2006-10-29T10: 23:00

-.-
and again there is much to tell ... I sometimes with the sad: A few days ago,
Gul-Duan and I added a (severely) wounded dove with us . The poor thing had left nurnoch half a wing ... I guess a cat had caught. I had already had a few days previously seen (at the tag Kitanan had found a pigeon wing on the road: /) but could not start because the dog was there ... well, three days later, we have seen her again and I've got ....
Since contradicts my credo of a disabled animal, which otherwise may still have life to kill, we decided to keep them .... in the freedom they would never back again. Plans for a corral at the stables have been made for the bird held up well after we had supplied the wound that was bleeding at first still, and they ate and drank ...
last night we found it dead in its box .... it looks like it has died in my sleep .... I had indeed so expected that one probably would not do it, but it came very suddenly, as she was fit and shortly before he had accepted the proffered food as well ....
Somehow we have no luck with birds ....

Kitana, however, keeps very well and has learned a lot. Only a Bißle has increased and they now must slim down somewhat, before running out of control. Yesterday

have two good friends of mine nachgefeiert her birthday .... Well there is not much to say except that a few of the very few people were there, which I really really nice evening and we call had. Sibo will now soon have to play our Mage round ^ ^ so curious, so I would love, then one might see him once more ... and another friend wants one probably einzihen with Gul in the house where he resides, of course, that would be absolutely great: D. .. that would be the third such party is open to people with our XD

otherwise, I'm like so many many many thoughts .... probably happened to many

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

The Best Formula Milk For Babies

Määäh

Well what is it? For me, not much XD Except I ne 1krieg tomorrow in English: D. And tomorrow we will also write beautiful ne LK in chemistry (SC = power control). Because it is boring anyway today I thought I write scho times now have nothing better to do except to practice chemistry * innocent whistle *. Well now I have hba 6 or 7 friends ^ ^ So many friends I have in school even though my bag macnhmal aufem go XD. I mean what would you do if you hang around with your enemy? Oo Well I lss get me down and make the best of it ^ ^ So it reads

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Stomach Aneurysm In Dog

ganon92 @ 2006-10-22T17: 34:00

good day because I'm so eiiges It only ^ ^ So I fan's start with Thursday: The day was quite ok only was there this idiot of myself constantly provoked is now quite normal but to me. I've got a 1 + to get into music freuz * * (squint at the drums). On Friday, I can say is: 3 in Sport-.-. And now, ending soon zmu WE. Saturday I threw myself on my art HA -.-. I'll hang always still there what the matter is not really better! And now I peep all SW Epis. at. Gena entirely from I to VI! And wasrs for now morning, it is then more reading material for me ^ ^

Monday, October 16, 2006

Rib Cage Hurts After I Eat

Muuh

HM hello you all know me and like ^ ^ So the day was today: All OK ^ ^ Erts hour math XD And happy so again all! And then I had the whole time s funny to me as if we were from the 1st dirket the 5th Hour are gone, there was the physics back power control. Ne 3 ^ Well, then yes agbs also 2 4 5 and 2 so I was not the worst = D ^ And there were these stupid at Penn which I like, well you know ... Tomorrow they will call me again so eh Hänsler care. These idiots on the ass I go past you tomorrow then ^ ^

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Sunday, October 15, 2006

Lpso 16 Digit 12 Digit

Na

'll soon be mad! MATH PRACTICE! Who wants something like that? I do not! Well as the day was this? If I could use a place that would be w: crappy. Well I'm looking forward to tomorrow even more NICT! Well I can then "they" see weider = D And I will say no, Adri NOT gay XD Better than a wife man, I just NEN ^ ^

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anger, sadness, confusion
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Saturday, October 14, 2006

Bamboo Floor Mat Toronto

you my entry for today



Well what do you think? Nice tunes ^ ^

Friday, October 13, 2006

Sound Vegetal Barriers In Germamy

days -.- Stupid

Yes, yes you read it right: I also got NEN fucking day! It all started this morning at 4an: My dog had stomach cramps which my sleep was messed -.-. Then my mother says I'm blowing around me on any pages.! (I Whoa did they try to convince them that, not that's true, but believe me yes And do not just figures that I have only been 10 minutes on the PC my diary entry type . Adiso and tchüß So until tomorrow = D ^ ^

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Descargar Driver Para Modem Tm502g

Hi to all

So then I want all Adden me me (or not XD) welcome. I look around me ertsmal before I write here what real pure ^ ^, so not to have high expectations! Once the school starts again (on 16 yah!) I will tell you about the exciting (if you can call it exciting XD) things in my life. So until then!

Monday, October 2, 2006

Prognosis Osteoarthritis In Tmj

Doggie

after calming sheer eternity in a lot, I come now finally time again to what to write in here.
the most part I leave it off me, that's water under the bridge anyway and just come to the most important: our new companion!
Yeah, right ..... some know it already, for the others summarized here again. 're Next to last Sunday (not so yesterday but the one before) and I have Gul-Duan a dog. Was planned a long time, so we had abr us shepard .... not really presented the plans with respect to a litter of Australia and another should be rude, a mixed breed dog that has between one (judging by their passports) and 1 1 / 2 years (shelter information) old.
We have simply carried away to be a ride to the shelter and Gütersloh us to see .... one probably also sometimes as a walk-goers a dog to run and so .... time to bridge up to the own and there she was .
after two kennels was our view of Leila, the only dog that did not bark when we walked past ... and within seconds were the actual plans forgotten.



The sweet actually comes from Spain and landed there in a killing station .... I would go for the papers from the fact that it comes from Catalonia, as well with the data of the animal shelter people fitting that they are only NEM half a year (that is, as long as it is at the shelter) really knows people and other dogs ...
We had gone straight walking with her .... and yet we are warned that they will not be compatible with other dogs, or respond times times, but would generally probably very grumpy with other dogs we had .... We already set on it and see nothing ... lol
although she made clear that they did not like any of the dogs, but was unlike the grenades with which I had been working perfectly harmless.
two weeks we visited it almost every day and got to know us ... and we have taken Jack to see whether the two understand and it worked great at first. Even the trial day with us she has mastered stuff even if, before the horses fear and the cat likes to eat had.
was therefore clear that we take it as though it was clear that it is not easy ... but I am looking for anyway instiktsicher always the most difficult animals XD ... I prefer to be no different. On
had sunday, after the certificate was brought by the landlord and the Lordi concert we survived in Herford moved So it was a renamed and Kitana ...

where we are at the concert, also to small NEN Report
completely full, full.
Ausvekauft and the people in the X. .. 2000 ... it was hot !!!!!
Had to annoy me in the beginning still had a few people that I would have beaten in another word could also be the first hospital (moi: "dirty little ********!" Knurr * * Witty:" Hey .. . we are here to have fun ... quiet gaaaaanz worse ..... you "Me:" I nbicht worse not me ... I just want to kill people that has nothing to do with a bad temper ....! ")
The concert itself was fucking going on late (how was that? half past nine, although at should be eight? aha) and as I said it was tight .... and loud! Pyro effects on mass in the hall, although that is really small. Well, looked cool as the whole stage show, but I was glad to not be at the front, otherwise I would think first I was numb for the next time.
What I found really schäbbig was that so many kiddies ..... because there were some real children were there, so so .... the ten years with the heat and the crowd can do I do not understand parents. ..
.... naja so Lordi have in any case well, but played too short (1 1 / 2 hours oo) and the show was pretty good ... the evening so everything was good in everything, even if you could tell, that the concert slipped badly in the direction of commerce.
And the organization was also pretty mau ... the normal operation of the disco was to run after hours had to be postponed because the clean-up teams have ever used .... so we will also feed her for a short stop at McD went opposite.

Back to the dog:
Sunday morning we took our baby from then, and seiddem she is with us ^ ^
work with in the workshop of my father, she has held from the beginning of great and after several futile attempts through our tactical destruction of but still to bring us more concerned with her as the wheelchair wheels, vetilkappen frielich rolled on her blanket and slept. The first night passed, however, exactly as planned ... for the Initially we wanted to really strong lead from the heating, because in the booth of my mates just a room goes, and therefore there with sleeping inside. they should get used to it there, where to sleep her basket .... but think: the cunning beast has been unceremoniously stripped of their collar.
So we had about seven times they sit in bed and had to throw it all out again, so they strapped that well maybe your place is. She now sleeps
easily raise the back of the room behind the sofa and comes only in the morning to get up but the hope that we are finally trying to keep us busy with her.
With Jack she sees herself still good, even if, despite the friendly invitation nicht wirklich mit ihr spielen will (der alte grantelkopp ist aus dem alter raus fürchte ich Oo)
Woran wir primär die woche gearbeitet haben ist die Unterordunung, denn die angabe des tierheims wir hätten uns einen alphahund ausgesucht trifft völlig zu: die Kleine versuchte die Kontrolle zu übernehmen und reagierte sogar aggressiv auf versuche ihr eine Position weiter unten zu zu ordnen.....nach einigen Kämpfen haben wir das gröbste geklärt und Madam hat nun etwas mehr Respekt ^~
Sitz klappt mittlerweile auf reines Hörzeichen fast immer sofort (vor ner woche konnte man sie zulabern wie man wollte...erst wenn sie hersah reagierte sie auf sicht und hörzeichen kombination) und auch Platz macht sich in den meisten make good, even if she struggles when she once not feel like it (eg if a cat is sitting in the bush next door ).... but I'm so Ziet and can also be stubborn * g * On her new name she hears, as opposed the old, already quite good ... slowly she buckles who is meant XD
Our cats or that she has this not to touch it accepts also quite good ... if they are together in one room if it goes as long leash , ran, trying not to scare them even more on. Outside Depends on how the cats react .... Kiara runs away more often and replaced just the way yet from Kitana's hunting instinct. The horses are still considered aliens mischief-making, to sell you on the loud barking bestenmit investigated ^^```( schde that have zero fear dogs before, eh, Kita?)
dogs she seeks out and can make very big fuss if they do not like whom, but we're working on her to get used to .. ...
has a new problem is only the dates shown in all its dimensions: Kitana is not clear in certain men. Types austr commended itself a Hlatung dominate and the dog is facing almost repellent ignorance (körpersprache. .. I can not describe better ... I see from the canine point of view and not at all to translate the isz so easily) barks and snaps at her, even after them should they get too close ....
the last RPG round it thus has quite disturbed, as it provides a Players can suffer not at all and said the apartment and to defend their right to .....( player wants to make windows ... dog tries to restrict his freedom of movement by evil growl).
It takes so on if they feel threatened elements, that not in every person and trust us enough to give us the control of the situation to leave ..... I think with increasing commitment and acceptance of their inferior position in the give ..... we will soon go in any case, times to practice with her into town to.
In summary, I am satisfied with it! It is not easy and still have to learn a lot (as much as we ^ ~), but in the first week it has already improved much!
Further reports will follow ....

Friday, August 11, 2006

Why Does The Alabama Helmet Have #12 On It

xarox @ 2006-08-16T13: 34:00

Like my private entry begins with these words following:
the day comes when my visit is coming ... I'm curious what will come of it ... really excited. to report
Otherwise there is only the üblliche:'m currently sick with fever and lie in bed after I was at work but probably strained something and the last illness because of too many things to be done from Santander could not do .... pete I'm sorry for my boss, who threatens to choke on working, but after I had worked the last two weeks (and not too close), even though I was bad, I just needed time out ne ... well, aside from the lovely work I'm hardly come to what (not even the network), ie when there is nothing else to report
next week I am again one probably more in the evening on
so far

Tuesday, August 1, 2006

Dana Gigliotti My Silpada Catalog

random

time to write again is not much, but still small ne feedback page views from mine.
I still have a lot to do with work and had the look is still a while so what is good for moving forward. Basically can indeed sue non, because due to the visit of then yes I've come this month anyway about a week free * g *
'm curious what will be the ... as well, yes but a weekend visit in the time is I can even put my broader plans, even if now it is only a week instead of two.

This Saturday and finally I get to play again ... again ... RPG withdrawal symptoms last Friday was with the Shadow Wolves nothing .... I go in the chat ... and look stupid, no one there XD .. well, one should read his e-mails already ^ ^ ``


This month first invested a lot (too much ~ ~) in cash games. With Sudeki I even found something that I like right and I sometimes play through one probably, even if I did not really time for it.

Here in the university currently ticking all full almost every day by ... Arson ... ne new master key away ... Rectorate full cow dung, I'm afraid .... but even that will stop the non-bundled \u0026lt;\u0026lt; .... well ...

Sun .. and yesterday I was finally in Pirates of the Caribbean 2 *.*
I need Thyria back sooo much, I have to chat about it with who (or jmd zuquatschen XD) or I have a space of something .... rrrrrrrrrr
Although in the part even better than some hard pods were here ... but even so bad XD funny scenes

Well ... technically sign is to be expected of me still does not know anything ... whether, how and when the changes ....

... Otherwise, I am inclined to like only the feeling out of place and irrelevant here but I'm online, generally not
I have the feeling the people that I have more detail than I assesses vertical (VR) would not even notice if I would not at all anymore .... but why also the most runs off without me anyway and pass me ... somewhere I belong .... not easy to but there are more important than the online life, is not it ? And the RL is currently up and everything as desired.


And I die when I have to wait until Pirates of the Caribbean 2 is out on DVD XD

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Extra Long Power Cord

xarox @ 2006-07-27T06: 57:00

Welcome, come in, yes this is me
I gave once too much and now I can not get rid of
thee
I can not be subtle, I can not be kind
Why should I be there for you
Fuck off and get a life!

Thursday, July 6, 2006

Denise Milani Business Suit

Left in silence

And after a long time I done it the snout had to keep something more personal ...
I see it more often lately, perhaps it is only me but also particularly in the face and was all the time so ...
I'm completely on edge, completely left out .... it seems interested in any of my so called friends what is going on, how I feel or other ... a re-cast, although the knowledge itself is not new. I see how much everyone tries to everyone, ticking all the same concerns remain, if only because of a Lapalie ...
Only I'm out of the loop ... I forget when I'm gone. Something I'm probably still wrong, maybe I also have faith in just the wrong people, and I think too much of something that can not see them .... or I am again too sensitive, do not know, I know just how I feel.
shit on it ... But as I have said so often, I can not help it ... I've lost what I had once seen almost as a family ... maybe I can at least get out of it
I do not know what I'm doing wrong else ... but I know enough about me and that to stay on this road ... with or without companions ....

bitter Fangs of Rage

Wednesday, July 5, 2006

When And How Did Jean Lafitte Die?

many pointless ... Random

Hmm, again a record, again nothing particularly exciting.
after a long time again a werewolf movie, but worth it to see. Santa Roma, film technology, such as Brotherhood of the Wolf on a true story and based on the similar However, in fact quite different. Particularly interesting in this film is, I think the boundaries between science and Mytik, imagination, and actually above ground. Very well made and basically left very open.
The commentary to the film or the accompanying documentation to the real Santa Roma, however, are quite disappointing .... you can clearly see how little people have the idea of real wolves and how many of them seem to lie still with their own views in the Middle Ages. The fact that the trailer for the film was almost half of the low-end shortened scenes, so coming so in the film but not before I was to scream funny XD




In my Leserei the great Song of Ice and Fire series, I am now tied at seven .... when the book stops just short as the last I've got a problem, the next is not until November that is out of here and the next two, so the last until who knows when .... a hard test for my curiosity. to threaten a happiness that I've started the series in the first place, after it became clear that Martin will lead an end .... at the end of the sixth volume, it would be no other parts of animal cruelty.
A terrific series of books in any case, I can heartily recommend to anyone who has enough stamina to read it all .... but I hardly stop foliage that someone has begun with the times can. The variety of characters who are all very believable and interesting and make the sudden turn it too exciting. the style of writing the chapter each from a different perspectives and thus first to create a larger whole is awesome .... not least, the book is simply through the shadow wolves and their relationship to the children of the house Stark absolutely worth reading * g *
If I'm honest was the same at the beginning to read the main reason for me to;)

And Weed are now two new episodes out there that I can enjoy in the near future.

The last days were again picked up very animal .... with us first, a stray dog the round on the main road ran and fished the other yesterday a hedgehog from a different ... has
The encounter with this cute corgimischling me once again demonstrated how much I need a dog ... not only will need .... ...
is generally pretty boring to me now .... everything else seems pointless and makes no real somehow more fun. brings me back on my depression ... but I think that places with the time again ...* shrugs *

Saturday, July 1, 2006

Gay Truck Drivers Cruise Spots



is it's not much new to report ....
The thing with a certain person has now been resolved to the satisfaction of all parties, I think one thing that is schonmal very well.
I'm very pleased yesterday to talk to Whitey, zumaldas unexpectedly came ... but the end of the conversation had a very bad taste .... and no, it should be no blame, it is not to blame Whitey or the like, but they have one thing indirectly confirms that I've thought for a long time so ... it can not be helped, I just hope he's happy, because that is what counts.

slowly I'm afraid my creative phase runs back in the sand .... I did have ideas, but somehow I lack the desire and the will to implement it, although I could on the other, but will ... ka, is funny now. Anyway, my melancholy
returns back to me, but fortunately without that I would lose my strength, as the last time the case was .... but what I'm talking like this anyway?

Much of many seems to me lately so shallow before ... hollow, insincere and empty ... or is it only on myself? I do not know ... maybe I flatter myself the only one.

Well ... my blood glucose meter is now in the bucket and I must get me to watch next week ... as soon as possible replacement is a bit silly when, in the sense pretty hanging in the air. give

all wind sailing,
good and evil 'subservient live action,
All and all sing on the
burneth good use.

always go in the cool shade,
None in the eye, only the rich
strong hands
To avoid the storms!

be different and seem different, talk different and
differently,
praise All, all wearing
Allen flatter, always comfortable with.

borrow only of lying words, forgive each
hypocrites matter
Allen talk to the mouth,
give only the appearance preference.

On the live side sich'ren,
to chance to give a name, write
Always brave songs
show no fear to the outside.


be different and seem different, talk different and
differently,
praise All, all wearing
Allen flatter always comfortable.

Will have a nice life but despair
on yourself!
can now get all the girls
oh, I'd love you but one! All the
Will the wrong friends, do not tell the truth
you! And at the end
alone
so terrible to be different!

other being can also mean
not to skin every time
If the wind changes again,
painful blows to the face you!
search for the burneth way
also bleed again for other girl!
to not ignore, enjoy
And the headwind!



far so ...

Monday, June 26, 2006

Can You Count Cards In A Face Down Game

xarox @ 2006-06-26T13: 13:00

Saturday was the birthday celebration of two people I'm really very happy ...
in itself was not too much going on yet ... or maybe just so I'm pretty much come to ponder. I considered myself as quite often on the edge, watching more ... and I realized how much they really are dear to me. How much it means to me it has to look happy ... and did well especially Herkis words in the course of the evening ...
you are no wolves .... none of them, yet they are most likely to my pack. People who simply are themselves and can take just love others and how they are ... no lie, no adjustment.
honesty can sometimes be relentless, but it is almost always the lie to draw from. I am happy that I have people who bring me that honesty against me and take than what I am ... I'm on the edge, yes, but I belong to. I am different from them and they know it, yet they accept me. I was so blind so long time not to see? Getting lost in nostalgia, even though they are there? They are not like me ... they are sometimes quite unreliable all-together. But if in doubt they were there, I know .... and they would go so far for this friendship like no other.
I love these people, my people, that they are original .... that they can not bend ... they are like they are.

All the more disappointed me the reaction of another person to per se well-intentioned criticism of me is honesty .... apparently not allowed in any ... And the
Wortverddrehereien that followed were simply offensive and insulting, grad, given the fact that it was merely criticism.
Is it really true that some people prefer it when they sense honey smeared around the mouth, even if it is modest by what they do? Is this friendship? I think not ... friendship means to help the other to move forward and that is only if one points to fail and not always with kid gloves ...
Just had the words of another person such as a needle prick .... but I to say nothing ... it is running out, I can not hold it, so be it ...

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Handmade Diwali Lamps

Random

after a while and once again a post of mine.
As so often lately I listen to the sounds of Sonata Arctica, a band that, despite many mediocre speed metal songs some real high points has to offer.
've Recently I again made a lot of thought to a lot of things, most of which are very different and listed in their all-too great to be here.
freedom .... This term seems lately to deal very much. The will then be able to do what you want, and his life at the same time to make sense. The longing for more, who does not know? I still wonder why so many are so quiet, caught in lethargy "What can I do?"
So many souls who long for something ... why are so few of them to fight in a position to their destination? A goal that is achievable. Do they expect that their lives will change by themselves?
you expect more from life, they talk about what they would like, but they are not willing to fight for it ... instead they indulge in melancholy about dreams, which they themselves buried in her paralysis. It will change nothing, that's right ... not as long as you start with themselves, even something changes.
One of the many points

back from this critical point to flatter
After seeing the film in the spring with enthusiasm, have my mate and I are now finally purchased: Casshern, a Japanese film that has, in my view not only for its poetic image of violence and convinced symbolism but also Draft . Sure to be a movie like the least, but we had a similar story in their "Hero". May be due notice that they put up quite typical Asian films do not think all the European and understand ... or that many connect with a completely wrong attitude it approached. Who is open for new and different made films should do to Casshern definitely times.

Artistically I put in a good degree of crisis is not .... referred again to the drawing, I've got a lot of ideas in my head ... I'm more frustrated and disappointed as I think of stepping on the spot. My style has improved (I think at least himself) ... but has done much to me and somewhere it is not hard to see that if one is always trying to work on themselves. Do not give up as well
is the motto ...

my re-registration application for the bio-study is now given, in the respect I can now hope to learn nurnoch schonmal before.

rule Emotionally grade two currents in front of me: First, I have to feel my old strength finally won back just by a few incidents in recent times, on the other hand, there still remains of the so called down, not least this shows that once I have gained strength and energy, they must apply for other ... but I'm happy for others .

Otherwise, I'm looking forward to playing pretty .... finally I can dedicate myself again more Dally (I hope at least the last times yes again went totally wrong and I was sitting on lex and Ray ...) Am now finally again in the right mood to play it and there are still some things that I play out with this character ...
ifs again is nothing I can probably wait until next time, because the chance otherwise it here play online to be able, given the fact that i think RPG partner Whitey so rarely get to see quite small.
also a pity that I have probably missed it today apparently, although I was on, as well as he was, but he was seemingly invisible, he will probably have had no interest in me, even good. somewhat disappointing, because he knew I was there, but ok.
had at least yesterday we talked ... and maybe he knows a lot better now after some explanation. Even with
Thyria yesterday, I talked very long, something that made me happy right ... she has taken time for me and has remained even until two clock on.

Shiro was his birthday ... a matter of Unfortunately, no one had told me that I was pretty modest to be honest, because I've looked pretty stupid, when I heard about it then by himself. Well .... can not change again ... sorry Shiro, but I do not really know habs and congratulations again on this point!

That's where

"Nothing's what it seems to be, I'm a replica
, I'm a replica Empty shell inside of me

I'm not myself, I'm a replica of me .. .

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

The Black Death Acrostic

strage ways

First taken out .... one probably alternate ego back in, depending on how a particular call fails


so ... now others have ... two days ago and I have a young Gul Crow found .... we had before the small feed up ... and yes ... I admit, I've always dreamed of a tame crow ... but unfortunately nothing came of it is .... the little one on the way home died of exhaustion ... considering that when I caught her fußgreifreflex almost no longer existed, was probably the most predictable .... but it made me very sad. It does a very thoughtful, if one looks like a living from one moment to the next one goes out ... and nothing could do about it ....

Friday, June 9, 2006

Figurine Makers Marks

Tribute

After yesterday probably came the showdown, has the most trouble now done hopefully.
I would like to hereby express our sincere thanks Thyria .... as always you were there for me and have supported me. My thoughts and feelings taken seriously ... thank you. And also to thank
Shalimar, because they listened to me and helped me.
Nikita I thank you for your understanding ... you are truly a friend ... or not reserved.
Thank you all, that ye aushaltet spite of everything with me

Thursday, June 8, 2006

Supplies Need To Make A Crinoline Slip

Vereinsamt

The crows scream
whirring wings and move to the city:
Soon it will snow. -
Blessed is the man who now has more home!

Now you're standing rigid,
You look back, oh! how long!
are What You fool
fled before winter in the world?

The World - a gateway to
thousand deserts dumb and cold!
who lost, have lost
what you think nowhere does halt.

Now you're standing pale,
cursed the winter-wandering,
the smoke the same, always looking for
The colder skies.

Fly, birds, buzzing
your song in the desert bird-sound! -
hiding, you fool,
your bleeding heart in ice and scorn!

The crows scream
whirring wings and move to the city:
Soon it will snow. -
Woe to him who has no home.
@ Friedrich Nietzsche

Adult Strap On Skates

xarox @ 2006-06-08T16: 53:00

which has beautiful, which was posted on Lycanthropia

Telephone Sausage Connector

"Masterpiece"

first brought thanks to Chaki, me, without having even imagined it out of my depth and showed me what it takes ...
Zwar Worte von WWtA aber dennoch mit bedeutung für mich...

I am Ahroun
I am Teeth of the Wolf
I am the Hunter and the Slayer
I am pain of the earth
I am he whom you fear
My name is death
I am Ahroun

I am Theurge
I walk hidden paths
I speak the lost language
I am the spirit world's voice
I know the future and the past
I make new paths through the frontiers of the Umbra
I am Theurge

I am Ragabash
I am laughing, not with you
I am always out of reach
I can see what is hidden but hide from sight
I say truth and seek not for respect
I tell it like it is
I am Ragabash

I am Galliard
The Moon is reflected in my eye
The Songs well up from the Earth at my feet My
howl is heard by friend and foe
My life is as bold as the stories I tell
It is I who will sing the Ballad of I am your
Galliard


life I am Philodox
I am as I am Dark Light
Rage I am as I am I am Calm
speed as I am Patience
I walk the path that is prepared for me
I am justice raw
I am Philodox

In this form, I had not yet

Something else which I now but am a little proud of is that my "In the night" image of the "Masterpieces of the day" is one in SheezyArt and Although for now. The work and the passion that is in the have been worthwhile. Hmm ... well I'm a bit of a tight spot, but whatever.

The behavior of some I still can not fully move to blind stays blind ... but, whatever ... the core seems to understand a thing impossible for some. (Uhm. .. Chaki, you are right .... I'm at least somewhat ragabash like me)
's time for the analgesic dose-nights, for I fear I hold it in without any degree of stubbornness but not from that night ( or the time 4:00 to 8:00) was already horrible ...

Wednesday, June 7, 2006

Jose Eber Curler Worth Or Not

nothing

... nothing that you must be interessted in. .. deleted ... not forgotten
It `s better to burn out this point

The water is clear - free life surrounds
now cold - as ice the body

A Doll's child - in a pale shade of red
nipped in the ice - as icing

missing a dream - now I want to dance
in the cold stream - quite motionless
missing a dream - you want to dream
a final time - with me / you alone

Sun dreamed sweet - but without joy
never sought - and never freed

were fighting bravely, it alone - against scars
with blue lips - the lips once red

robbed The splendor - a cold body
the future freezes - Pandora dances

will collect the dolls - the child's body is missing a
wines - the eyes of blind

missing a dream - I want
now dancing in the cold stream - quite motionless
missing a dream - you want to dream
one last time - with you alone

missing a dream - now I want to dance
in the cold stream - quite motionless
missing a dream - you want one last dream
time - with you alone

loved Broken - destroyed souls
abused empty - so empty without meaning loved

- disturbed dreams
it is not a man - who is not missing.

missing a dream - now I want to dance
in the cold stream - quite motionless
missing dream - dream
want you one last time - with you alone

missing dream - listen to breathe
see the road - the tree, the forest
missing a dream - you will
touch one last time - I am alone

Tuesday, June 6, 2006

Ontario Personalized Plates Availability

xarox @ 2006-06-06T19: 57:00

Long weekend ... and had the additional not only because of the holiday. On Friday
Lan came in the afternoon and we had concerns it would not pick up from the station, after none went to the phone because it duan course had forgotten again.
the evening, still the same in the late show from X-Men 3 (finally)
Can the criticism some people do not share Oo
The film was a fitting complement to the first two parts, in my humble opinion ... and I'm sure next we go further. Logan was pretty naked of course, particularly great when absolutely illogical, was that his pants remained as intact (would have gone quite skillfully xP)
Well ... otherwise we leave it up to the scuffles take it easy (I have still a bump in the neck, lol) .... and Lan has convinced us of his con-Artis in July to come, if indeed possible (but only if we can kip with in bed * g *)
last night he drove back and we are all anything done by the lack of sleep and mild cold (Gul hats as always the worst)


Wednesday will're a long time again a chat RPG round out of me more, I'm curious what is that, especially since I will not prepare too much; as a new player and thus a new chara is added, thus ensuring enough material for probably will ... if not, what I find even got a ^ ^
me today shall finally NEN Elfwood account ... well, me or registered, whether the answer the yes is the korinntenkackerei the betreben in the stars. White
now what Thyria wishes for our art trade, and will probably start soon with the planning (which I previously did something else before) have
DieLeutz of Faros still not reported ... shame, because no job no money but there can be little first'm waiting outside. The day I have to anyway to uni and ask me what I now because of the change of course has to do exactly that .... what is bothering me at the time the most, the concern that what's going wrong. But I hope and believe that this will be know ... when I am there I will borrow the first Campbell to learn from.

Otherwise I am quite pleased: Failed to Thyria, Deli, Niki and Snowie are talking about and I'm glad, because I'm very happy.
Otherwise it is probably not much to say ... so far ..

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Examples Salon Blueprints

And another entry

Sunday and I've now done, we want to be in the future something more constructive. I know is not appropriate obs, probably it is totally wrong because I use it to just the whims of some people in the hands of play, but if it is something that I did wrong I would like to apologize for (If only for the nerves), true to the motto: one should first tackle of his own nose
Since MSN is apparently really dead to me and also refuses to run for re-installing trillian I'll try it out in the hope it to the old Contacts come to ... Kouga has certainly made me hope that MSN might be only temporary failure (especially since I am also absolutely not the fault-oo)
If this does not work .... I have a problem I'm afraid: /
ihrgendwie but can also resolve in doubt again I hope ... I've still ind Skype ICQ, because even if I have too many non on the list so far ...

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

How Much Does A Will Cost

Shattered

What should I write what I have not already written? What should I look for words to describe my inner being, when no one listens?
Once again I am tired ... no, not again I fall now in my pointless whining, because that will not change the fact ... it is beyond my power.
In my power is only to save myself ...
Is it so difficult to understand the meaning of words? No, I simply think it's up to something quite different

Like a square in a circle
eck, I always return to
although I know for a long time
that I can never change
what will change because the niemlas
poor remains
and yet the sun appears again
shit no matter what happened


I can not change it ... I will not change it anymore. Sometimes you take things as they are - learn from them and get over it, no matter how hard it is.
It is not really something to me now, even though it hurts me ... I've been kicking enough.
this fight I give up now, I can not win it alone ...
come Maybe one day recognize the ...
The only tragic thing is the aftertaste, which remains ... who go away, and poison, not only the source from which it came, but everything around it ...
trust? What else?
once again has shown that just means to open oneself to the Attack to reveal. Maybe I'm
hard to bear as I am - proud and complicated - probably it's up to myself and I'm too stubborn to give to this world to me to walk, just to be accepted. I can and will pay me for that I must deny ourselves and the price, so easy. I'm not saying that it is only because of other, no, that would be a pretty stupid illusion. Deli used here once a very apt quotation for itself, "for who could ever learn to love a beast" ...

It changes nothing ... I remain on as I was - am still looking because I can not be different as I have no - with open ears and hopefully open view me about to kill himself ... I've tried it and it does not work, because basically I do not want it.
"If you can take any form, why do not you look like the one in wähkst normal?" "Because it should not be necessary ..."
Something has changed ... a tiny little bit - something that apparently eludes the understanding of the other anyway - does not matter in what kind ...

I'm there when you need me ... no matter what, no matter when. If I can I'll be there ... nothing changes ... nothing



still a less theatrical note: my MSN has completely failed ... will probably have to reinstall ...

Monday, May 29, 2006

Nadine Jensen On The Beach

Darkness ...

Every now and then Vice ' I found
that I can not laugh about things I used to
was funny

Now and then I notice that I also
is no human need and prefer
'm all alone

but the pain and somehow so sweetly
familiar
I've got used to it
so lacking the last consequence
even the little bit of courage and
the paradoxical anger
is
drowned in the dream of the shitty lightness of appearance

Now and then I realize that everything else
has become
it seems that there once was

Sometimes I feel that I
the sun no longer
wieil I like the bright light is no longer profitable

but the pain is sweet as sugar
and somehow so familiar
I've got used to it
so lacking the last consequence
even the little bit of courage and the paradoxical
anger in the dream is

drowned by the lightness of appearance shitty

Like a square in a circle
eck, I always return to
although I know that I have long
can never change
what will change because niemlas
the bad is always
and yet the sun appears again
shit no matter what happens Always

wieder stell ich fest
dass das hin und wieder immer
öfter ständig ist



Here I am, bounded in blood
No escape 'til the darkness will fall
I hear them scream, hear them cry
Slaves and shadows ... caged in this twilight

Somewhere inside, you will hear this sound
You will understand what turns me inside out

Will you hear me calling
You will fear the nature of evil
Will you see me screaming
You will fear the nature of evil

Will you hear me calling
Ooh oh
The nature of evil

In the room, cold as a grave
I pray for rescue but no one cares
Exposed the truth, raised up from the dead
This curse has left a part in my head

I'm out here alone ... in the darkest wasteland
In deepest trouble, a stranded man

Baby hear me calling
The nature of evil

Yes, I'm out in this wasteland...
And I'm facing the truth
A stranded soul prays for mercy
But God don't wanna know


Will you hear me calling
Ooh yeah
The nature of evil

Here I am, bounded in blood
No escape 'til the darkness will fall

The nature of evil

Sunday, May 28, 2006

Brazilian Wax Next To Schiphol Airport

xarox @ 2006-05-28T13: 10:00

Donnerstag...X-Men läuft im Kino an. Ich hatte mich schon die ganze Woche tierisch drauf gefreut und was ist? W. und A. waren schon drinnen...ohne my hyena and me * grmph *
Well, after some rumgezicke my hand, we are instead in the late showing of Silent Hill to admit and I have to, it was not as grottig as expected, but all in all quite well, apart from the cruel real bad start, something to the open end, the standing jumps (which belong to my taste only at the beginning and end) and the slightly cloned from looking Viehchern.
was the evening that is still very successful. X-Men I'll do that then probably next weekend along with Lan and the Yen, the Lan has decided so far it works to come to us. ^ ^
I'm quite happy with it lately as it is with my pictures running. Apparently they komen quite well and that makes me very happy, after work I've put into it.
a completely different thing that I am deeply amused by the naivety (to put it mildly) of a WR users ... oh yes, always refreshing fiddling such people's opinion can, especially if they themselves to ridicule and even in a somewhat foul language fall ..... very funny, I gesapnnt if he * * hungrygrin

answers as to forget even the pinpricks fats that lurk everywhere