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why I know it ...

now and I look back and then I think again: my god, what did she do it all so desperate to. and now they can not experience that. not a dream no reality.
I'm happy the way it is. most of the time. I would never have again, not because they did something but because they did something maybe.

I want my own here, just explain again this bad feeling that I always had.
my darling just throws a few days before our separation and so the coffee maker off (if I remember correctly it was a coffee maker) because we need so no second sounds like a planned separation?
my sweetheart with me ordered the company stamp, we can hardly afford only a week before and the sounds on the planned separation?
ordered my darling with me one day before a new router so that we are faster computers online with 2-sounds on the planned separation?
tells me my darling just a month earlier to my question that I must know NOW whether I stay for them or go to study in Flensburg - so trust me, we stay - the sounds on the planned separation?
only a few days before we take a lot of web design contracts and work them up-sounds like geplnater separation?
smiles just a few hours before it to me and looks at me as I love her Degos see out the window, sounds like a planned separation?
morning when I wake up just a few minutes before she says quietly sleep I want to look only I've got the love - sounds like a planned separation?
only one day before we produce after 2 weeks of the final plans for our week in the romantic holiday house in Denmark - the sounds on the planned separation?
and even after we were separated - she sits with me a long time on the bed and says she would have expected anything else from me, she has brought gain because I would freak out!? they did not think that I think so!! but it promises all sorts of what I told her even to this day still believe, sounded like a planned separation?

no matter what all say there are two people in this world who know what really happened and I would give anything to any of these.

because I behave myself more than 1000% TIG correctly and they became more common, too, is an indication - where the rising anger without something was or is?

therefore exactly where the "planned separation" came.
it was not her decision. of course there were problems and of course it was good to get out but nothing was impossible was nothing so bad that it could not be addressed and certainly not after so many years.
no if she were honest with themselves, or if, they know what happened.
people and advise and act under pressure. but every one to his use.
three parties on the other hand einmla she could not.
overpowering aggressive, a family-reared the years since the end desired. the years with the common I understand-you-so-and-I-will-not-that-you-you-off-but is ...--- tour.

there was a would-be anchor-that is, the first-best (and that he is) just right. Moreover, he also practiced extreme pressure from (clear in 30 years backs up to what) supported by his alleged missionary.

as they should think clearly. she was weak, so much in life but in the heart so weak. I saw many bonus points as a man who feels just. but unfortunately it can affect you with the feelings of a person play such herrrlich and feelings.

and the worst thing for Me:
she knows it! retrieves

and with each additional day of the everyday is it you are conscious and undeniable.

But they can not go back. the strength I could not afford it. too many people with the jealous care that they nciht do what your heart tells her, no it is planted rausgerupft and new. I hope it is growing.

I wish it with all my heart that she bears know that and if not to me only as friends but then her and I think finds its way. and not that of their parents or friends. and I hope the noise of the full life will stifle their pain until it is strong enough to see to do and what they want. Until then, perhaps, the supposedly protected have poor their claws pulled flesh out of her and they can slip quietly living in their own to some people they even half as loved as I do and that is also allowed, but not of it, but from their environment.

this is it makes me so incredibly sad. this is what makes me say - I can not and does not endorse these problems.

but I am extremely sorry and I'm probably actually the only one who understands it, but they do not understand because they see only the bad things I have done to her-what's not wrong but however much as argumentation instrument abused by some parties.

I'm always there for them, which I have promised even if it is absolutely the last moment for me what I wanted, I would still not gonna be just out of obligation for them but honest and sincere.
it is important that a person knows that there is such a human on this planet for him there. for me and for them too.

I am her friend and she knows it - even if they do not know the time will, as their is not enough force their feelings and take the challenges to them at once.
I would like to know that she knows that I understand it - it hurt to see much, or at least believe It was not her decision, not their fault.
it also makes it difficult to "reinzureiten" and to sue. so I quarrel as long although lawyers are all scratching with the feet, because I know - they do not yet meet is only her and would not delegate the. Forgot

but at some point, I too have time and go forward and it also happens that I'll possibly meet. but what can I say ... I wish her luck

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since it was found sleeping in the lab that I am at least 20 years in the past never slept for more than half a minute before I said a few of my alarm mechanism advocated that the disease now blown away are. I would have to have not slept for years that must drive a well, where the madness and all of a sudden are all the things like blown away. these include settings such as always wanting to lag behind all experience to believe everyone else and not be liked to ...
I found an old list. what I call a change. how many times I had in recent months even though I point 12 can hardly keep your eyes open to 3 awake. fell asleep and woke up. thought it would be nine. then decided to sleep off times today and really thought when I woke up it was so fünfzehn clock. A glance at the clock every morning the same shock. just 8 and I'm alert and well rested even though only hours 5. oh man ich bin der terminator!

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kitty

yesterday i saw a little kitty falling of a window in the 5th floor.
the crowd in flensburg was crying, everyone was frightened!
then the kitty landed with a big bang on a markise of a store.
the kitty was crying and the people were running.
the owner of the "grand bistro" came to help here down with a ladder, while passengers helped him.
the crowd took the kitty an helped her home again- buisnessmen, passengers, shopowners, students, germans and danish.
the crowd spended a big applause.
afterwards everybody turned back to eat the cake, to buy clothes, to go to work or whatever.
even if you think you are alone and there is no way out - future has some surprises for you. there is sth that will stopp your fall. and there will be people that you´ve never known to help you if you really can´t go on.
and suddenly everyone is talking to each other and is working together. maybe that is humanity. maybe that is the reaon for everything. maybe there is a light

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to small

i´m just a little one- i don´t understand the world- i don´t understand the relations- how should i?
i´m doing big steps with small legs and i´m running out of energy in my hamster wheel.
big big world is not considering me.
i´m down here between the punish.
do you here me?

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why

there is a man crying for me
there is a woman saying she doesn´t know how to help
there is a girl saying she´ll never let me down
there is a sister praying the rules
there is a boy asking for help

but why does the woman say "there is to much work in the house
why does the girl say she´s no time
why does the man say "you will get it"
why does the sister say "i have to help in the kindergarden"
why doesn´t anybody mean the things he sais?

there is a boy which gets professionell help
there is a boy who takes all is courage to do the next step
but why are there people the say if he does it the will do everything to stop it?
why do they say they´ll not take the dog cause there´s to much work in their house
why do they say they´ll not pay any more if i do that?
why does my housepartner say "it´s not my problem if you want to move out- you can´t cause i´m here to and i won´t."

all the peaople ever and ever again told me if there is even one thing they could do they would help me- now there is one thing- just let me go!

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why did i say ...?

did i say that i still love her?
did i say that i know it wasn´t her?
did i say that i have to do what i have to do even if i love her?
did i say that she would never let me down like that, that she would never tell to pay but not to do?
did i say that i that there is no way out but let things begin to roll
did i say that i never wanted it that way?
did i say that i know it wasn´t her fault?
did i say that i have no choice?
did i say that time is running out ...=

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whow

what some days where this?

as seen on the oscar show o wanna thank someone:

thanx to to Jennie for the trip to nürnberg and back in just one day
thanx to Christian to bring the convertable along all the way through germany
thanx to the arabian mafia to help us "find" a convertable in less then 1 hour *s*
thanx to aktan for selling me a second convertable at once
thanx to my dad for taking me away
thanx to my mom for taking my dog
thanx to berit for the cebitthing
thanx to falco and mölli for the strawberry hunt
thanx to my sister for giving me the biggest deal i ever had - you will be surprised
thanx to henriette for my new media job
thanx to flensburg for having been my home for so long
thax to chris for bying nearly a hundret posters
thanx to apple for this book
thanx to dr wessling for the very very quick help
thanx to my honey berit for taking me of the water
thanx to the ugly gasballon for beeing there
thanx to timo for teaching me fireworks
thanx to miss günter to giving me this airpump
thanx to my ebay for my new furnitures, seats and so much more
thanx to susanne for moving next to me
thanx to melanie and jana for this undiscribeble night
thanx to my sister for the job in alcudia - we sees in 2 weeks in barcellona
thanx to gordi for the london trip - no thanx to ryan air for killing the machines
thanx to my body and not less to my brain for killing another 20 pounds
thanx to my sweet heart to alex to hilke to Berit and christian for planing this 3 convertable meditranian trip around the sea.
thanx to my heart to work so hard
thanx to my soul for turning so kind and above all

thanx for world to keep turning and turning and turning

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beedgee @ 2003-03-22T15: 53:00

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beedgee @ 2003-03-22T15: 27:00

I suddenly think of the words her father made me a little confused when he said pick up the furniture, "yes, we got your message well that we should pick up the furniture because Monday is garbage" and I wonder now so slow what he meant by that?
Danny had not as described in the letter made final, and was gone for good, the verdict was not even like it? I mean of course he knew it, why should I write them because that otherwise, that was not a threat or an eviction ...
but only now I begin to think about it in silence what she meant exactly or anything.
If I had more need to read any thoughts that went across but so that they nciht could understand. Was the request in the letter "WEEnn you let me love me then go" does not mean it.
My God, I'm just a man how was I to know? can
know how lonely I would, however, Danny has always been, even though we were together. It was always the Wohnugnen has sought the landlord called, has contacted the neighbors ... she has taken some time for me because of all the sickness and insomnia eien my day was totally broken and I had no strength to. For that I will be eternally grateful to her, but also sad, because the fruits of the whole effort - now where the disease is finally defeated and a normal circadian rhythm a normal happy life - Harvesting the fruits they will not and I would have given her so much. As far back if not done well again.
But how can they believe or understand?
How can she know that it is different because it is solved? You might have only a way to see and know: you should see it-for that they would see me, however, and they prevented and others because they have fear that it was a bad decision-though not at the time when she met, but now.
This would mean a renewed effort for them. And if I can not expect one from Danny - have the courage towards others and for himself alone Midstream and action.
Everything else in life makes perfect just exactly is a stigma and it is precisely because in the end because otherwise it would not come to this.
pity the fruit was meant for you my darling. Only for you for your work and effort.

is now all so different and I wonder what they would lose it to look at? If the decision was so right then why this fear of my life? Then I would have liked an answer and I will never get.

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beedgee @ 2003-03-22T15: 28:00

like me today?
I was yesterday in Horsens and it was a beautiful day. earlier it would have been one of the most beautiful. we were eating we were eating cake and sparerips. have looked at everything and with the new mondeo with Dutch number plate through the heated area.
have maja then taken to the airport to Lübeck and I have decided to stay here in the short term, because berit invited me to the billiard had. and I felt like once again what to do with them all after a week I do not have extra visits, I have also been made.
we played then even therapy. a lot to me suddenly what they think of me. people who know the most is the funniest, cutest christian alternative readiest etc. always - a man who is so selfish as anything else and others always just finished making. and of course everyone always called his partner. Danny would have made sure also. I also, but I'm that alone.
I could even find someone. there were opportunities but I only love them.
I've been thinking all day about my anger in Horsens, or what it was for America to danny. I üebrlegt why? and I thought there were only 2 years imme had endured it, but I had had my darling depend almost 4 years. what a sacrifice! she was so brave. for that I love her even more. although I can not.
I thought about my choleric attacks gradually as my grandpa always was. and I firmly believe that it is no longer there. if they know what I would think what I feel and what I do, then they would fall madly in love with me - but as I say that? Not at all. I could be confident that they would feel it. unfortunately it has not felt it or feel it did not want or I have made myself like a fool. something she has forgiven me many times but not now. Now every word counts.
I know that I reached in my choleric and have even worked as of Wednesday, the therapeutic, but I do it just for them. it will be worth the effort?
I love her so terrible. I am afraid that I remove her farther. I see the images - the most painful images from la where I always forthe world's most beautiful creatures on the thought and suddenly I find them not only not contrary Hüsch but even so. I do not want to!
all the years I've probably seen more with the heart. so what? I love them anyway. I will get this training and it is terribly proud of myself because no one else else proud of me.
they may not have changed as much as it always does now. it has a very loving soul and it can not be all been played. I was not mistaken in her.
I came close to simply forget once and for all, once and for all. and today is 22 to which I have been waiting for and I would see so much. simply just talk about God and the world, but I would learn things again I will not. and it would be sad again can be as if a river between us is to cross the no even though we want it. but I believe they do not-only-at least she says this
I would love to show you how I am now-not to get it wiederzu but ... I do not know, just show her. because I love her so much.
if they only knew what I know. they would love me. I know it. we were meant for each other. I destroyed it, but I have the rumgerissen oar and sail against the golden waters, and I would love to see that the fruits of labor, the harvesting behavior and not by anyone else
I love her so ...