xarox @ 2006-06-26T13: 13:00
Saturday was the birthday celebration of two people I'm really very happy ...
in itself was not too much going on yet ... or maybe just so I'm pretty much come to ponder. I considered myself as quite often on the edge, watching more ... and I realized how much they really are dear to me. How much it means to me it has to look happy ... and did well especially Herkis words in the course of the evening ...
you are no wolves .... none of them, yet they are most likely to my pack. People who simply are themselves and can take just love others and how they are ... no lie, no adjustment.
honesty can sometimes be relentless, but it is almost always the lie to draw from. I am happy that I have people who bring me that honesty against me and take than what I am ... I'm on the edge, yes, but I belong to. I am different from them and they know it, yet they accept me. I was so blind so long time not to see? Getting lost in nostalgia, even though they are there? They are not like me ... they are sometimes quite unreliable all-together. But if in doubt they were there, I know .... and they would go so far for this friendship like no other.
I love these people, my people, that they are original .... that they can not bend ... they are like they are.
All the more disappointed me the reaction of another person to per se well-intentioned criticism of me is honesty .... apparently not allowed in any ... And the
Wortverddrehereien that followed were simply offensive and insulting, grad, given the fact that it was merely criticism.
Is it really true that some people prefer it when they sense honey smeared around the mouth, even if it is modest by what they do? Is this friendship? I think not ... friendship means to help the other to move forward and that is only if one points to fail and not always with kid gloves ...
Just had the words of another person such as a needle prick .... but I to say nothing ... it is running out, I can not hold it, so be it ...
Monday, June 26, 2006
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Handmade Diwali Lamps
Random
after a while and once again a post of mine.
As so often lately I listen to the sounds of Sonata Arctica, a band that, despite many mediocre speed metal songs some real high points has to offer.
've Recently I again made a lot of thought to a lot of things, most of which are very different and listed in their all-too great to be here.
freedom .... This term seems lately to deal very much. The will then be able to do what you want, and his life at the same time to make sense. The longing for more, who does not know? I still wonder why so many are so quiet, caught in lethargy "What can I do?"
So many souls who long for something ... why are so few of them to fight in a position to their destination? A goal that is achievable. Do they expect that their lives will change by themselves?
you expect more from life, they talk about what they would like, but they are not willing to fight for it ... instead they indulge in melancholy about dreams, which they themselves buried in her paralysis. It will change nothing, that's right ... not as long as you start with themselves, even something changes.
One of the many points
back from this critical point to flatter
After seeing the film in the spring with enthusiasm, have my mate and I are now finally purchased: Casshern, a Japanese film that has, in my view not only for its poetic image of violence and convinced symbolism but also Draft . Sure to be a movie like the least, but we had a similar story in their "Hero". May be due notice that they put up quite typical Asian films do not think all the European and understand ... or that many connect with a completely wrong attitude it approached. Who is open for new and different made films should do to Casshern definitely times.
Artistically I put in a good degree of crisis is not .... referred again to the drawing, I've got a lot of ideas in my head ... I'm more frustrated and disappointed as I think of stepping on the spot. My style has improved (I think at least himself) ... but has done much to me and somewhere it is not hard to see that if one is always trying to work on themselves. Do not give up as well
is the motto ...
my re-registration application for the bio-study is now given, in the respect I can now hope to learn nurnoch schonmal before.
rule Emotionally grade two currents in front of me: First, I have to feel my old strength finally won back just by a few incidents in recent times, on the other hand, there still remains of the so called down, not least this shows that once I have gained strength and energy, they must apply for other ... but I'm happy for others .
Otherwise, I'm looking forward to playing pretty .... finally I can dedicate myself again more Dally (I hope at least the last times yes again went totally wrong and I was sitting on lex and Ray ...) Am now finally again in the right mood to play it and there are still some things that I play out with this character ...
ifs again is nothing I can probably wait until next time, because the chance otherwise it here play online to be able, given the fact that i think RPG partner Whitey so rarely get to see quite small.
also a pity that I have probably missed it today apparently, although I was on, as well as he was, but he was seemingly invisible, he will probably have had no interest in me, even good. somewhat disappointing, because he knew I was there, but ok.
had at least yesterday we talked ... and maybe he knows a lot better now after some explanation. Even with
Thyria yesterday, I talked very long, something that made me happy right ... she has taken time for me and has remained even until two clock on.
Shiro was his birthday ... a matter of Unfortunately, no one had told me that I was pretty modest to be honest, because I've looked pretty stupid, when I heard about it then by himself. Well .... can not change again ... sorry Shiro, but I do not really know habs and congratulations again on this point!
That's where
"Nothing's what it seems to be, I'm a replica
, I'm a replica Empty shell inside of me
I'm not myself, I'm a replica of me .. .
after a while and once again a post of mine.
As so often lately I listen to the sounds of Sonata Arctica, a band that, despite many mediocre speed metal songs some real high points has to offer.
've Recently I again made a lot of thought to a lot of things, most of which are very different and listed in their all-too great to be here.
freedom .... This term seems lately to deal very much. The will then be able to do what you want, and his life at the same time to make sense. The longing for more, who does not know? I still wonder why so many are so quiet, caught in lethargy "What can I do?"
So many souls who long for something ... why are so few of them to fight in a position to their destination? A goal that is achievable. Do they expect that their lives will change by themselves?
you expect more from life, they talk about what they would like, but they are not willing to fight for it ... instead they indulge in melancholy about dreams, which they themselves buried in her paralysis. It will change nothing, that's right ... not as long as you start with themselves, even something changes.
One of the many points
back from this critical point to flatter
After seeing the film in the spring with enthusiasm, have my mate and I are now finally purchased: Casshern, a Japanese film that has, in my view not only for its poetic image of violence and convinced symbolism but also Draft . Sure to be a movie like the least, but we had a similar story in their "Hero". May be due notice that they put up quite typical Asian films do not think all the European and understand ... or that many connect with a completely wrong attitude it approached. Who is open for new and different made films should do to Casshern definitely times.
Artistically I put in a good degree of crisis is not .... referred again to the drawing, I've got a lot of ideas in my head ... I'm more frustrated and disappointed as I think of stepping on the spot. My style has improved (I think at least himself) ... but has done much to me and somewhere it is not hard to see that if one is always trying to work on themselves. Do not give up as well
is the motto ...
my re-registration application for the bio-study is now given, in the respect I can now hope to learn nurnoch schonmal before.
rule Emotionally grade two currents in front of me: First, I have to feel my old strength finally won back just by a few incidents in recent times, on the other hand, there still remains of the so called down, not least this shows that once I have gained strength and energy, they must apply for other ... but I'm happy for others .
Otherwise, I'm looking forward to playing pretty .... finally I can dedicate myself again more Dally (I hope at least the last times yes again went totally wrong and I was sitting on lex and Ray ...) Am now finally again in the right mood to play it and there are still some things that I play out with this character ...
ifs again is nothing I can probably wait until next time, because the chance otherwise it here play online to be able, given the fact that i think RPG partner Whitey so rarely get to see quite small.
also a pity that I have probably missed it today apparently, although I was on, as well as he was, but he was seemingly invisible, he will probably have had no interest in me, even good. somewhat disappointing, because he knew I was there, but ok.
had at least yesterday we talked ... and maybe he knows a lot better now after some explanation. Even with
Thyria yesterday, I talked very long, something that made me happy right ... she has taken time for me and has remained even until two clock on.
Shiro was his birthday ... a matter of Unfortunately, no one had told me that I was pretty modest to be honest, because I've looked pretty stupid, when I heard about it then by himself. Well .... can not change again ... sorry Shiro, but I do not really know habs and congratulations again on this point!
That's where
"Nothing's what it seems to be, I'm a replica
, I'm a replica Empty shell inside of me
I'm not myself, I'm a replica of me .. .
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
The Black Death Acrostic
strage ways
First taken out .... one probably alternate ego back in, depending on how a particular call fails
so ... now others have ... two days ago and I have a young Gul Crow found .... we had before the small feed up ... and yes ... I admit, I've always dreamed of a tame crow ... but unfortunately nothing came of it is .... the little one on the way home died of exhaustion ... considering that when I caught her fußgreifreflex almost no longer existed, was probably the most predictable .... but it made me very sad. It does a very thoughtful, if one looks like a living from one moment to the next one goes out ... and nothing could do about it ....
First taken out .... one probably alternate ego back in, depending on how a particular call fails
so ... now others have ... two days ago and I have a young Gul Crow found .... we had before the small feed up ... and yes ... I admit, I've always dreamed of a tame crow ... but unfortunately nothing came of it is .... the little one on the way home died of exhaustion ... considering that when I caught her fußgreifreflex almost no longer existed, was probably the most predictable .... but it made me very sad. It does a very thoughtful, if one looks like a living from one moment to the next one goes out ... and nothing could do about it ....
Friday, June 9, 2006
Figurine Makers Marks
Tribute
After yesterday probably came the showdown, has the most trouble now done hopefully.
I would like to hereby express our sincere thanks Thyria .... as always you were there for me and have supported me. My thoughts and feelings taken seriously ... thank you. And also to thank
Shalimar, because they listened to me and helped me.
Nikita I thank you for your understanding ... you are truly a friend ... or not reserved.
Thank you all, that ye aushaltet spite of everything with me
After yesterday probably came the showdown, has the most trouble now done hopefully.
I would like to hereby express our sincere thanks Thyria .... as always you were there for me and have supported me. My thoughts and feelings taken seriously ... thank you. And also to thank
Shalimar, because they listened to me and helped me.
Nikita I thank you for your understanding ... you are truly a friend ... or not reserved.
Thank you all, that ye aushaltet spite of everything with me
Thursday, June 8, 2006
Supplies Need To Make A Crinoline Slip
Vereinsamt
The crows scream
whirring wings and move to the city:
Soon it will snow. -
Blessed is the man who now has more home!
Now you're standing rigid,
You look back, oh! how long!
are What You fool
fled before winter in the world?
The World - a gateway to
thousand deserts dumb and cold!
who lost, have lost
what you think nowhere does halt.
Now you're standing pale,
cursed the winter-wandering,
the smoke the same, always looking for
The colder skies.
Fly, birds, buzzing
your song in the desert bird-sound! -
hiding, you fool,
your bleeding heart in ice and scorn!
The crows scream
whirring wings and move to the city:
Soon it will snow. -
Woe to him who has no home.
@ Friedrich Nietzsche
The crows scream
whirring wings and move to the city:
Soon it will snow. -
Blessed is the man who now has more home!
Now you're standing rigid,
You look back, oh! how long!
are What You fool
fled before winter in the world?
The World - a gateway to
thousand deserts dumb and cold!
who lost, have lost
what you think nowhere does halt.
Now you're standing pale,
cursed the winter-wandering,
the smoke the same, always looking for
The colder skies.
Fly, birds, buzzing
your song in the desert bird-sound! -
hiding, you fool,
your bleeding heart in ice and scorn!
The crows scream
whirring wings and move to the city:
Soon it will snow. -
Woe to him who has no home.
@ Friedrich Nietzsche
Adult Strap On Skates
xarox @ 2006-06-08T16: 53:00
which has beautiful, which was posted on Lycanthropia
which has beautiful, which was posted on Lycanthropia
Telephone Sausage Connector
"Masterpiece"
first brought thanks to Chaki, me, without having even imagined it out of my depth and showed me what it takes ...
Zwar Worte von WWtA aber dennoch mit bedeutung für mich...
I am Ahroun
I am Teeth of the Wolf
I am the Hunter and the Slayer
I am pain of the earth
I am he whom you fear
My name is death
I am Ahroun
I am Theurge
I walk hidden paths
I speak the lost language
I am the spirit world's voice
I know the future and the past
I make new paths through the frontiers of the Umbra
I am Theurge
I am Ragabash
I am laughing, not with you
I am always out of reach
I can see what is hidden but hide from sight
I say truth and seek not for respect
I tell it like it is
I am Ragabash
I am Galliard
The Moon is reflected in my eye
The Songs well up from the Earth at my feet My
howl is heard by friend and foe
My life is as bold as the stories I tell
It is I who will sing the Ballad of I am your
Galliard
life I am Philodox
I am as I am Dark Light
Rage I am as I am I am Calm
speed as I am Patience
I walk the path that is prepared for me
I am justice raw
I am Philodox
In this form, I had not yet
Something else which I now but am a little proud of is that my "In the night" image of the "Masterpieces of the day" is one in SheezyArt and Although for now. The work and the passion that is in the have been worthwhile. Hmm ... well I'm a bit of a tight spot, but whatever.
The behavior of some I still can not fully move to blind stays blind ... but, whatever ... the core seems to understand a thing impossible for some. (Uhm. .. Chaki, you are right .... I'm at least somewhat ragabash like me)
's time for the analgesic dose-nights, for I fear I hold it in without any degree of stubbornness but not from that night ( or the time 4:00 to 8:00) was already horrible ...
first brought thanks to Chaki, me, without having even imagined it out of my depth and showed me what it takes ...
Zwar Worte von WWtA aber dennoch mit bedeutung für mich...
I am Ahroun
I am Teeth of the Wolf
I am the Hunter and the Slayer
I am pain of the earth
I am he whom you fear
My name is death
I am Ahroun
I am Theurge
I walk hidden paths
I speak the lost language
I am the spirit world's voice
I know the future and the past
I make new paths through the frontiers of the Umbra
I am Theurge
I am Ragabash
I am laughing, not with you
I am always out of reach
I can see what is hidden but hide from sight
I say truth and seek not for respect
I tell it like it is
I am Ragabash
I am Galliard
The Moon is reflected in my eye
The Songs well up from the Earth at my feet My
howl is heard by friend and foe
My life is as bold as the stories I tell
It is I who will sing the Ballad of I am your
Galliard
life I am Philodox
I am as I am Dark Light
Rage I am as I am I am Calm
speed as I am Patience
I walk the path that is prepared for me
I am justice raw
I am Philodox
In this form, I had not yet
Something else which I now but am a little proud of is that my "In the night" image of the "Masterpieces of the day" is one in SheezyArt and Although for now. The work and the passion that is in the have been worthwhile. Hmm ... well I'm a bit of a tight spot, but whatever.
The behavior of some I still can not fully move to blind stays blind ... but, whatever ... the core seems to understand a thing impossible for some. (Uhm. .. Chaki, you are right .... I'm at least somewhat ragabash like me)
's time for the analgesic dose-nights, for I fear I hold it in without any degree of stubbornness but not from that night ( or the time 4:00 to 8:00) was already horrible ...
Wednesday, June 7, 2006
Jose Eber Curler Worth Or Not
nothing
... nothing that you must be interessted in. .. deleted ... not forgotten
It `s better to burn out this point
The water is clear - free life surrounds
now cold - as ice the body
A Doll's child - in a pale shade of red
nipped in the ice - as icing
missing a dream - now I want to dance
in the cold stream - quite motionless
missing a dream - you want to dream
a final time - with me / you alone
Sun dreamed sweet - but without joy
never sought - and never freed
were fighting bravely, it alone - against scars
with blue lips - the lips once red
robbed The splendor - a cold body
the future freezes - Pandora dances
will collect the dolls - the child's body is missing a
wines - the eyes of blind
missing a dream - I want
now dancing in the cold stream - quite motionless
missing a dream - you want to dream
one last time - with you alone
missing a dream - now I want to dance
in the cold stream - quite motionless
missing a dream - you want one last dream
time - with you alone
loved Broken - destroyed souls
abused empty - so empty without meaning loved
- disturbed dreams
it is not a man - who is not missing.
missing a dream - now I want to dance
in the cold stream - quite motionless
missing dream - dream
want you one last time - with you alone
missing dream - listen to breathe
see the road - the tree, the forest
missing a dream - you will
touch one last time - I am alone
... nothing that you must be interessted in. .. deleted ... not forgotten
It `s better to burn out this point
The water is clear - free life surrounds
now cold - as ice the body
A Doll's child - in a pale shade of red
nipped in the ice - as icing
missing a dream - now I want to dance
in the cold stream - quite motionless
missing a dream - you want to dream
a final time - with me / you alone
Sun dreamed sweet - but without joy
never sought - and never freed
were fighting bravely, it alone - against scars
with blue lips - the lips once red
robbed The splendor - a cold body
the future freezes - Pandora dances
will collect the dolls - the child's body is missing a
wines - the eyes of blind
missing a dream - I want
now dancing in the cold stream - quite motionless
missing a dream - you want to dream
one last time - with you alone
missing a dream - now I want to dance
in the cold stream - quite motionless
missing a dream - you want one last dream
time - with you alone
loved Broken - destroyed souls
abused empty - so empty without meaning loved
- disturbed dreams
it is not a man - who is not missing.
missing a dream - now I want to dance
in the cold stream - quite motionless
missing dream - dream
want you one last time - with you alone
missing dream - listen to breathe
see the road - the tree, the forest
missing a dream - you will
touch one last time - I am alone
Tuesday, June 6, 2006
Ontario Personalized Plates Availability
xarox @ 2006-06-06T19: 57:00
Long weekend ... and had the additional not only because of the holiday. On Friday
Lan came in the afternoon and we had concerns it would not pick up from the station, after none went to the phone because it duan course had forgotten again.
the evening, still the same in the late show from X-Men 3 (finally)
Can the criticism some people do not share Oo
The film was a fitting complement to the first two parts, in my humble opinion ... and I'm sure next we go further. Logan was pretty naked of course, particularly great when absolutely illogical, was that his pants remained as intact (would have gone quite skillfully xP)
Well ... otherwise we leave it up to the scuffles take it easy (I have still a bump in the neck, lol) .... and Lan has convinced us of his con-Artis in July to come, if indeed possible (but only if we can kip with in bed * g *)
last night he drove back and we are all anything done by the lack of sleep and mild cold (Gul hats as always the worst)
Wednesday will're a long time again a chat RPG round out of me more, I'm curious what is that, especially since I will not prepare too much; as a new player and thus a new chara is added, thus ensuring enough material for probably will ... if not, what I find even got a ^ ^
me today shall finally NEN Elfwood account ... well, me or registered, whether the answer the yes is the korinntenkackerei the betreben in the stars. White
now what Thyria wishes for our art trade, and will probably start soon with the planning (which I previously did something else before) have
DieLeutz of Faros still not reported ... shame, because no job no money but there can be little first'm waiting outside. The day I have to anyway to uni and ask me what I now because of the change of course has to do exactly that .... what is bothering me at the time the most, the concern that what's going wrong. But I hope and believe that this will be know ... when I am there I will borrow the first Campbell to learn from.
Otherwise I am quite pleased: Failed to Thyria, Deli, Niki and Snowie are talking about and I'm glad, because I'm very happy.
Otherwise it is probably not much to say ... so far ..
Long weekend ... and had the additional not only because of the holiday. On Friday
Lan came in the afternoon and we had concerns it would not pick up from the station, after none went to the phone because it duan course had forgotten again.
the evening, still the same in the late show from X-Men 3 (finally)
Can the criticism some people do not share Oo
The film was a fitting complement to the first two parts, in my humble opinion ... and I'm sure next we go further. Logan was pretty naked of course, particularly great when absolutely illogical, was that his pants remained as intact (would have gone quite skillfully xP)
Well ... otherwise we leave it up to the scuffles take it easy (I have still a bump in the neck, lol) .... and Lan has convinced us of his con-Artis in July to come, if indeed possible (but only if we can kip with in bed * g *)
last night he drove back and we are all anything done by the lack of sleep and mild cold (Gul hats as always the worst)
Wednesday will're a long time again a chat RPG round out of me more, I'm curious what is that, especially since I will not prepare too much; as a new player and thus a new chara is added, thus ensuring enough material for probably will ... if not, what I find even got a ^ ^
me today shall finally NEN Elfwood account ... well, me or registered, whether the answer the yes is the korinntenkackerei the betreben in the stars. White
now what Thyria wishes for our art trade, and will probably start soon with the planning (which I previously did something else before) have
DieLeutz of Faros still not reported ... shame, because no job no money but there can be little first'm waiting outside. The day I have to anyway to uni and ask me what I now because of the change of course has to do exactly that .... what is bothering me at the time the most, the concern that what's going wrong. But I hope and believe that this will be know ... when I am there I will borrow the first Campbell to learn from.
Otherwise I am quite pleased: Failed to Thyria, Deli, Niki and Snowie are talking about and I'm glad, because I'm very happy.
Otherwise it is probably not much to say ... so far ..
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